awake inside the dream

byebye...~

2009-01-09T08:47:00.000-08:00

sorry for leaving this blog dead for so long.. well its actually because i don't really have much time to online these days.. but my blogging spirit is always here.. i've created a new blog..=P http://pigveg559.blogspot.com/

as i said i do not have time to online so im blogging through my hp instead..

p.s :- this blog is not dead.. my dear friend michelle will still blog once a year i guess..

-JaNe-

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2008-10-11T09:33:00.000-07:00

what is it that everyone do not understand that i have enough stress about my studies already... i do not need any of your help to help me add my stress about each of you.. i am having my exam in another two more days and i really do not have time to argue and definitely do not have time to think about any other things.. i have had enough of this... i know.. so far i do not do whatever i say... well... i'll try my best to do what i say this time... i promise i'l dissapear for the mean time.. no one will get to call me.. no one will see me online in msn.. no one will be able to message me.... no one will be able to ask me out.. no one will be able to disturb me for this month... nothing and no one can distract me from my studies anymore... until my finals is over.. thats it.. oh and of course.. no more new posts...

byebye....

-JaNe-

BORING...~~~~

2008-09-29T11:20:00.000-07:00

im bored...!!!!!

because

im studying..

and because

all my friends are going back kuantan..

and because

everyone's asleep..

and because

im sleeping by myself later..

and because

i can't concentrate on my studies...

and because

i got no one to eat lunch with tomorrow..

and because

i can't go out..

and because

finals is in two more weeks time..

and because

i have no money..

and because

i got no one to talk to..

and because

i got no one to sms with..

and because

i got no one to msn with..

and because

my cow is not with me..

and because

i got nothing to do..

and basically its because

....

IM ALL ALONE....

-JaNe-

^.^

2008-09-25T05:34:00.000-07:00

HEH PEE BURD DAE DEAR...~~=)

hrmm.. belated birthday actually.... well... im soooo sorry for keep buying the wrong presents...T.T will try my best to buy the right one next time k...?=P not much idea what to write here.... so i'm just gonna wish you all the best and hope that you've had a great birthday this year yah....=)

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okay... on his birthday.. guess where we celebrated...... TAJ!!~~ cute leh.... what a memorable place... lol.... what to do... he loves the nasi + kambing + sayur.....~~ hehe... and after dinner... all of them were discussing what to do to celebrate... and as how i've guessed... its partay!! if that is how you spell it...=p and yes... everyone got crazy... and having fun disturbing the neighbour... singing songs very loudly in the middle of the park... and vomiting as always....~~ and the next day.. we went celebrating in my FAV restaurant..! hehe.. thanks allot for that dinner dear...^^ played "basketball" then.... and i lost....=( later than... i followed him for futsal... *regretted* =P.. soooooooo hot lar there.... aihs.... and again.. went for taj after futsal....~~ haha... and so that is it... had a good night sleep.. but for the next day, i'm late for class again!!=.=

oh! and as all of you know... i lost my hp.. so i'm having problems uploading pictures from my current hp now... will upload the pictures we took soon..^^

-JaNe-

what else can i ask for??

2008-09-21T06:55:00.000-07:00

just to inform you guys.. this is just some random post of mine due to over boredom here in my room... so skip it if you're lazy to read....

ok, here goes...hurmmm.... my life... i consider it......... perfect... there are no regrets in it.. i do not have a sad childhood.... instead its full of sweet memories... i have a perfect family... great friendships... not very bad in education until college came along of course... and now... i have someone to love... what else can i ask for...?? i did not know that there are actually people who cares for me besides my family... but after being in college.. leaving really far away from home... i realise that you just need a couple of true friends and family in your life.. and you can actually manage to overcome almost everything...

well firstly... as most of you know... my "parents" here in kl is bill ng eng chuan... and tan boon mean... oh well.. they are.. one of a kind parents... and i mean it... they are those parents that....
hurmmm ;-

encourage you to go out more often.
do not let you go home when you want to.
tease you till you cry.
irritate you ALL the time.
and ask you get down from the car when you irritate.=.=
play poker with you to see you knock your head on the wall.
do not stop the car when you have to pee sooo urgently.
laugh at you real loudly when your friends are bullying.
shout at you when you're being stupid.
splash water at you when you're washing the car.
having fun seeing you shout and get angry..... and.................
lecture you when you're being dumb.
accompany you study and eat when you have no one else.
bring you out for dinner every night.
chat with you on the phone when you call and you're sad although they are sleeping.
bring you out on each of their anniversary dinners.
do not mind you being a lamp post all the time.
sent you back home when you really need to go home.
go for a movie with you although they do not wish to.
and also paying for your meals when you're really broke.

although the bullying is way more than the loving but i really wanna thank you guys and also thank god for letting me know such great friends/parents..... maybe i am a little over exaggerating and drama-ish here.. but...... aiyah... don't care lah.......=P

the next person that i wanna thank is my roommate....

as all of you know.. she's the dead blogger of this blog..i think there is only TWO post from her so far...=.= hrmmm.. lets see... ok,i really wanna thank you for listening to me all the time.... i know it's boring.. thank you for just simply replying some words when you do not know what to reply.. it makes me feel like i am not talking to the wall... or to my diary... thank you for telling me what i'm doing is right or wrong.. and also getting angry at me... thanks for being a real good counsellor... and definitely.. thanks for being my roommate....=)

ahh... of course.. i also wanna thank all my high school friends for leaving me such perfect memories....

i wanna tell you guys that although we might not meet up sooo often like the past.. but i will never forget any of you... and i hope you guys will not either.. no matter how many new friends i make.. or how far i will be going for my studies... you guys are always irreplaceable...

and also... to all my current classmates...

you guys are great... i get a chance to be who i always wanted to be when i'm with all of you... i am no longer the shy jane since i stepped into this class... i wanna thank all of you for teaching me about lots of things.. helping me realise that studies are more important.. and also trying to help me out all the time... thanks you guys..^^

im sorry.. theres just lots of people i wanna thank to tonight... of course... i have to thank 6 years... because he's the only high school friend that i am still seeing very often now.. if not.. he will give me the "nvmla.. 6 yrs friendship.. nvm nvm...." soo.. ok... bongok... THANK YOU LAR.... for teman me eating lok lok all the time... and making me SHOUT.. and also making all those stupid jokes that make me laugh... =P

ahhhh.. lastly and most importantly... i wanna thank you dear.. but i cant really exactly thank you allot.. CAUSE I AM STILL ANGRY...=P but instead of saying thank you.. i would choose to say sorry... i give up.. i won't get angry all the time anymore.. i promise i'll just not be so sensitive at all the small things alright... cause i'm really bored of getting angry and quarreling with you... so i'll just be who i am last time lah yah.... the me that do not get emo all the time.... hehehe..^^

okok... end of thanking.... p.s. i hope i did not left out anyone... if i did... sorry...=P

-JaNe-

stePPing ouT.......

2008-09-13T09:12:00.000-07:00

finally... after one week.. i went out for the whole day today... not really use to this after resting for soooo long.. i can't imagine how I'm able to survive in kl after all these months... thinking back how I've been living there is... hrmmm.. indescribable...=) anyway... went out for breakfast with mum today... went out with yinn jeng in mega and ec mall after that... i think the last time i saw yinn jeng before today was the last time i went to megamall... which is FEW HUNDRED DAYS AGO...!! miss u babe...!=P well, after walking around mega for awhile.. i met up with my ex-ex-ex-ex-ex-classmates...! can't imagine how much they have not change...=X joking... well, some of them did change... became more *macho*.. haha.. miss u guys....! hope to see all of you real soon...^^ after all the walking and talking and bonding... i went back home.. and after an hour.. went for dinner with kee, yl, mou, alice and hare... in relax cafe.... had a great time healing VERY fresh air there...=) anyway, i thought i can finally get my sleep after that.. reached home.. went up my bedroom.. and yes.. someone called me.. my godmother... a someone i can't reject if she asks me out... so, as a very very good daughter.... i went out with her for a drink... and after that i was soo tired... i don't even have energy to say good night to my bro and fall asleep right away....=P but... sadly i had a nightmare..=( do not wanna talk about it.. but that nightmare just caused me to be so awake now.. so.. i ended up blogging....! hehe...=) alright.. so here are the pictures i took with everyone today..^^( not much)

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ahh.. my second home...=)

me and yinn jeng.. as usual.. we do the cam whoring in... the dressing room...!=P

this is them in kfc.... no idea why they're avoiding the camera.... especially wong!=.=

group pic! =)

and finally, we went for a drink in a restaurant called hong kong something.... i think... nice place....^^

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oh! and as usual.. i blog while i sign into my msn... chatted with john and carol... i hereby wanna THANK my very dearest friend.... hey friend... guess what.. they LOVE the emoticon.... ALLOT..... i thought you said you WON'T make THAT emoticon...=.= now the WHOLE world's gonna get it... and every time i sign in to my msn... i bet there will be a minimum of more than ten times for me to see myself as an emoticon....!! THANKS JOE.... oh well.. I'm not the revengeful type of person... I'm *kind* =P..... +, i look cute in that... so.. fine...! you owe me one! hehe... BUT.... i remembered you asking me why are you not in my previous post about animals...? so I'll make u special.. you can actually choose which you wanna look like and I'll update it! hrmmm.. which animal does this fine young gentleman look like huh...? don't worry.. I'll let you guys have a look at this very gorgeous young man.....

there you go......! hrmmmmm........ which animal does he look like huh?=P

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will be revealed soon....!=)

p.s. gonna be back in kl tomorrow!! kinda happy but also sad... I'm gonna miss kuantan..=(

-JaNe-

mees yew.....~

2008-09-07T11:21:00.000-07:00

its been the fourth day here in kuantan... things here are..... PEACEFUL if you have to put it in the nicer way...=) i love being around with my family... but still... i'm missing all my friends... why can't i have both at once... being with both sides at the same time... life will be perfect then... hehe... thinking of what to eat for dinner is not my problem here.. and i miss that.... i miss sleeping in class while the lecturer is teaching... miss ac.. definitely... i hope the ac waiters don't forget my ice kosong...=( i miss walking to 7e with my roomate.... in the middle of the night.. eating twisties on the bed... and cheesels...=P miss calling my "parents" asking when's dinner.. miss having dinner in kwai sun of course.. and kfc, and taj, and hassan... i do not know why, but i miss tony romas as well.. although that is not affected whether i'm in kl or kuantan.. hehe.. miss lepak in that very NICE and CLEAN house.. and the very hot and warm room... miss asking "6 years" to eat shit... can't understand why i miss that too... lol... i miss walking... under the rain espeacially... and playing the swing... and irritating you...=P haha... i guess you'll just miss what you always have when you do not have it suddenly... okay okay, i know i'm over exaggerating here.. it's ONLY the fourth day....right? fine.. maybe i am... but................. who cares...

I LIKE LAR....=p

-JaNe-

huMan reSemblaNce... (re-updated)

2008-09-02T22:32:00.000-07:00

FREE FROM TRIALS...!!=P goin back kuantan for the rest of my holiday.. its not exactly a holiday actually, more to a study break... i know, i know, this blog is lag of posts... forgive us lah... me and mich's been real busy these days.. owh, by the way.. i talked to mich in the night the other day.. as usual.. and we both found out that there are many of us in fact most of us has the resemblance of certain things...=P this post might be a little offensive because i am about to equate most of my friends to the animals i think they look like... its just a very random post...... so PLSSSS... dun get mad at me aite...=P

okie.. first of all.. me of course... well, my sister says that i look like a cat.. my college friends say that i look like turtles.. and my roommate say that i look like a chipmunk..=.= so.. i'll let you guys to see which one do i look like...=)

do i look like....

this??
this??
or this?

tell me tell me.... really wanna know.. hurmm....
or maybe i just have the human look huh... hehe...

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....................next will be.. everyone else....=X

firstly.. as always... me beloved friend...

michelle
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the very white mouse... hehe..=X
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eunice
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the elephant...
thats what my classmates think.. not me...=)
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richard
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some random baby i saw in the net... bt of cous the baby is cuter lar.. just that they have the same hairstyle...=)

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john
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shin chan (mean reminded me about john the shin chan.. haha..)

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the nics...=P
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mandrin ducks..
because thay cant even be torn apart more than five steps away...
haha....

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mummy
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goldfishie.... hehe...

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daddy
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nah.. change... to wad boon mean say... ure her superman..... HAPI...
look like meh??=P
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and the one which i find most similar......

itsssss........

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TADDAAAAAA....!!
keegan
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the garfield... hahahaha...dun kill me ya 6 years...=P

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yong hui
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rufus.. the naked mole rat... lol...(he thinks that he look like a tiger btw.....=P)

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the very large eyes nicholas
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a bunny definitely.... haha....

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n dave
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cocokroach! ~~~ hehe...
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cai jin
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definitely the queen bee...=P

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jann ming
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giraffe.. hehe..
*.* pleaseeeee do not kill me for this ya DEARR......=)
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and last but not least....

scott = po the panda... haha....

thats about it i guess... will add if i can find more soon...=)

-JaNe-

lalalalala....~~~

2008-08-21T05:28:00.000-07:00

ahhh.. finally i found my time to blog... been real busy lately... i bet most of my friends find it hard to see me signing in msn.... its all because of my trials!!!! driving me crazy... just had my practicals today..=X and im dead.... oh well.. got to study even harder for my theory.... arghhh..... okay, enough about the studies... i did went out too though... on my "parents" sixth month anniversary... HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DADDY MUMMY..^^ we went to the curve and had dinner at PHOP... the pancakes there are really delicious... yummmy....~~~ after dinner went for movies in ceneileisure.. FINALLY.... my first movie there.. after all my hardwork, i finally got to watch a movie there...^^ the guys played some games and we went to breakers@hartamas after that.. played pool with sab and mean.. and i won both games! =) anyway, that night was a great night... for those who are there should understand what i say... hehe... thanks alot... the suprise, the dinner, our "first" official date as they say so.. and of course for the lovely purse... love it...^^ oh! and also the nightmare....=P aright alright... back to reality... as my trials is is still going on for another two more weeks.. i don't think i will be blogging till then... there won't be any outings too due to the usual will-be-broke-at-the-end-of-the-month us.. hehe.. toodles..!^^

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bill and mean....~~^^

me and boon mean... in PHOP...

look at the forks.. don't they look like hands holding together??=)

and definitely.. my delicious lamb leg... YUMMY!!=x

bill and mean.. again... hehe..

kevin and sab.. owh.. happy belated birthday sabrina!=)

mean, sab, and me....

the guys.. playing... after the movie...

and of course...=P nice? nice? nice?? OF COURSE ITS NICE... ITS MINE...!^^

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owh.. nearly forgot.. anyone interested in attending the agathians charity fair this saturday?? please come and enjoy.. it's a charity fair for the orphanage.. we are raising funds to find and provide them with a better place and a better condition to live... do come..=)

-JaNe-

2008-08-13T19:11:00.000-07:00

HappI BiRthDay BaBy!!!!!!^^

luv you always.....-jane-

HECTIC day...=P

2008-07-27T07:10:00.000-07:00

firstly... i wanna wish two of my really really close friends, john and dave... HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY!! may both of you have the best birthday this year and may all your wishes come true yah........^^

from left : dave, john, mishand and hijaz's hand........^^

anyway, im posting about my day on

25th july, 2008.....

that's a friday by the way... oh, i went for futsal!!=P and TO MEAN, i did touch the ball more than FIVE times k... hehe.. although i played only less than 15 minutes... but its really kinda fun..! and i'm gonna be there every week from now on.. hehe.. after futsal.. got really exausted.. played too much... lol.. slept in the car.. ate dinner in hassan's... and once i reach home.. i had to get ready for our college's charity concert already... ok, the performances there are not that bad.. quite good actually.. but some of the songs really get me an mich so damn stressed...!>.< so we decided to leave early... after the concert, i went to meet up with me "family" in ac... and we played foos...^^ and as usual, after foos, the guys will be heading to ftz and the girls will head back home.... while me, nic, and mean were walking home.. i suddenly suggested that we should go somewhere to grab something to eat.. and nic suggested ANW... had some girls talk and bonding there for about an hour.. and yes... after supper, finally i get to sleep.....~ hehe.....

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the futsal team i played with! WE won.. erh.. actually it's THEY won SIX games in a row..!=p

bill and mean~~

can you spot me??=P

this are the two uncles who got soooooo tired after playing 1 game... haha..

billl, mean and me...~

the nics....=X

me, nic and mich... in the WONDERFUL charity concert.... hehe...

rishi, shaun and 3 of us...~

oh, and of course, we both camwhored in the toilet as usual..=P nice pose mich........=x

and we got sooo bored there, al of us took some REAL cute pictures... hehe...

~zero~

~one~

~two~

the cutest ~three~ =P

~four~

~five!~

and ~six~

ARE WE CUTE??? are we? are WE???!!=p

me and mean......^^

the all time stressing game.... #foosball#

me and nic...~ muacks muacks...>.< us in ANW....^^

ps : i think im quite talented in futsal by the way.... hahaha..just joking...=P

-JaNe-

dear daddy and mummy...(re-updated..a lilttle..=P)

2008-07-17T23:39:00.000-07:00

happy 5th month anniversary!^^

I've been hanging out with both of you since the last five months.. i kinda feel sorry to disturb you both all the time.. but you guys just make me feel so comfy and not as a "lamp post" when I'm the only one eating dinner with both of you.. being with you guys made me not miss my actual home sooo damn much... because i can also feel the warmth of a family from you guys..although my mummy is a little tooo young to have me as a daughter...=P thanks for everything... thanks for bringing me out all the time.. teman me.. never forget about me.. worry about me.. scold me when I'm doing something really dumb... comfort me.. teasing me... and BULLY ME... although sometimes i get really mad, but i know you guys mean no harm.. and I'm sorry that i kinda let my stupid emotions get into me for the pass few weeks.. but still.. no more stupid jokes arh..=.= hehe.. hrmm.. anyway, all the best in everything and stay happy forever k....?^^

a little collection of them....

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2nd month......(their favorite picture..=P)

3rd month....(pyramid's roof top..^^)

and their 4th month's anniversary....~

and the following are...

BILL AND BOON MEAN....~

and of course.. i have to post some pictures that has me in it...=P

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erh.. that sesat couple behind there.. they're sab and kevin...=p

me and boon mean......*.*

from left : nic, me, mean, richard and bill... in 1u..=P

and finally, our "family" picture....=p

p.s : as for your 5th month's picture.. i will upload as soon as i get them today aite..=P
love ya! MUACKS!!!^^

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and here is their 5th month aniversary pics..

you guys are one of a kind parents that anyone can have...! glad knowing both of you...^^
oh, and thanks for yesterday... had lotsa fun...!=)

-JaNe-

2008-07-17T12:36:00.000-07:00

if its about me.. I'm really sorry... i did not thought of it... i thought that i have been with you most of the times when you need me.... but i seriously could not be with you just now... both of us are equally sad, but i need my time alone.... i just can't bare being with another person just now... i know you're by my side most of the time when I'm down... and i really thank you for that.. but there is also many times that when I'm alone too that you do not know.. i just hope that you will understand that i won't expect you to be with me all the time I'm sad... although i will try to do that for you, but I'm not perfect.. i can't be there at times.. of course i will disappoint you sometimes or maybe its every time to you... but i too get disappointed sometimes... I'll try not to repeat again.. and i hope that you can tell me that you need me when you do.. because i just seem to guess wrongly what you need from me all the time.. and I'll try my best to change.... anyway, i just wanna say, i do care about you... but you're always the stronger one.. so i just can't seem to see that when you need me.. and I'm also sorry for taking you for granted that i needed you more than you do all the time.. and definitely, you are not my backup plan.. you have no idea how important you are to me... you're one of my best friend... or maybe, you are my only best friend.. i really do not want us to change... i really like us having our pointless chats... you're the only friend that i can tell each and every of my feelings to... and you're the only friend that i dare to show my real expressions to.. and i hope you need me the same way i do.. and please... just tell me that you need me to be there when you do... because I'm really stupid to find that out myself... and i did ask why... every time i ask you, you will just say nothing.. why can't you just scold me right in front of my face? I'm so so sorry that you feel it that way.. but just because you complain and i did not doesn't meant that you did not do the same thing to me.. i feel the same all the time.. you just never realise what people do but only realise what you do... don't you see why you always think that people take you as a tool.. taking you as a driver, taking you as aperson to eat dinner with, taking you as a backup plan.. it's because you will never see what that person did but you'll only see what you did.. i hope that you just understand that no one can understand how you feel if you don't say it out..

anyway, i just wanna say.. I'm really really sorry for being such a useless friend to you and did not even notice it... im really sorry for not realising how you feel.. and im really sorry for how you actually see me... i'll really try my best to change....

-jane-

Girls in my Life

2008-07-17T11:27:00.000-07:00

Where were you when i needed someone to talk to? You seemed to vanish into thin air. Am i a substitute for you? Or am i just some of your back up plans? You have your ups and down and so do i. So i would really aprreciate it that FOR ONCE you would not make it all about you. I have feelings too. I need to rant on somebody too. But how can i count on you? you never seem to give. Im fed up of giving...its not that im hoping for any reward...but all i need is just a company. Im really disappointed with myself. How can i be so stupid? Well i guess you would not even realise because im just invisible to you after all. Both of you...both of you are one of a kind. Leaving me when you have other friends around. Im really really upset today. But apparently i happen to be more upset about this. Don't you ever know how it feels when you are so upset over something and yet you still have to be alone? without anyone to give you a hug? or even a piece of advice? It sucks so badly. I even thought that i could talk to someone else. But it doesn't work. All of them don't seem to care. So why should i bother so much about it?

all by myself

2008-07-16T19:57:00.001-07:00

arggghhhhh... i really hate myself being sooo emo these days... since i came back to kl after my sem break, i wasn't really happy.... not even once until now.. i have no idea whats gone into me.. i got so damn moody all the time.. i got angry out of a sudden... and etc... but after thinking for the whole night yesterday, i realised why... its always because of you... ALWAYS... since the day WHICH i do not know when i started liking you.. it's always you... you've caused all my imbalanced emotions... making me happy at a time and then i can just get soooo damn moody and angry the next second because of you...

Oh, to all of you who do not know who and what i am talking about, you can just skip this post because its really boring.. its specifically and only for this one person..

To My FRIEND....,

after you've read this, i hope you can really do as i wish to....

it has been like this for years already... i do not know why but ONE message from you, causes me to be very happy and the next ONE message can also make my tears fall... just ONE word from you and i can be really active and jolly and the next one word of yours can make my whole day moody... your ONE smile makes me think that I'm gonna be alright because i know i have you, and also just one glance from you telling me that you do not like me at that moment makes me feel like there is no point existing anymore... All the time, every minute, every second, waiting for your message everyday really kills me.. waiting for you to nudge me in msn makes it feels like it's forever... waiting for you to call me in the night seriously is torturing... all i can remember when i think back what I've been doing in the past few years is only waiting and waiting for you... i feel so stupid telling myself to give up all the time... but fail after the next day.. because when i am real close to succeeding in letting myself away, you will just appear.. all my hard work will be wasted... i know that i am being real pathetic for hanging on although i know that it will be impossible for us to be together.. and YOU said it yourself too... so please.. its time.. stop asking me to wait for something that will never happen... stop talking to me.. stop being concern about me.. stop being worried about me when i have problems.. stop telling me that you miss me at one moment and reminding me that we will be friends forever the next.... leave me alone.. i need to get my life... i need to find someone that can really be with me all the time when i need him... i do not want to be all by myself anymore... by the time you read this, i think it will have been few days that I've been ignoring you.. i don't even want us to be friends anymore, seeing you as my friend makes me feel like its the end of the world... i hope that i can really do it this time.. i have to stop being single for the rest of my life....... i really have to let you go.. let myself go... its gonna be hard so please.. there is nothing that you can help.. all you can do is leave me alone...
goodbye dear...

I'm so sorry that i keep posting these emo posts.. I PROMISE! this will be the last one alright....... no more... i hope and i know that i can really be myself and be happy after this......

-JaNe-

The First

2008-07-15T09:11:00.000-07:00

Okey. This is obviously my very first post and you know the reason most people blog is to indirectly talk about you and they can get away with it. Well im doing the same here as well. Mind me. Now let me start with my oh-so-not-perfect life. College life was rather fun....during the beginning. Yup...it starts to sucks when all the assignments are starting to pile up. Procastination kills. It sucks even more when you meet the wrong people in college. Oh but i was fortunate enough to have a bunch of bitches as my classmates to goof around with me. Emkay, Ling, Keiron, Ness and Sham...they make college fun. They are the reason for me to wake up and go to college everyday. I would die without them in the class...without them in college. To make things simple, there is no one worth for me in college besides my bitches and of course not forgetting my two gurls...JANE AND CAROLINE!!! They make me feel so welcomed. They make me feel wanted...appreciated. Unlike SOME PEOPLE they just tend to take things for granted..making me to hate hanging out with them. Who the hell you think you are to treat me this way? okey...i shall not rant too much here. Im just gonna live my happy life just like the old days trying my best to cut out those UNWANTED or even better, UNECESSARY people out of my life. Since its my very first post after beeing bugged for God knows how long...i shall post some pictures to brighten up this post rite? =D

The Unseperables

Pretty maidens all in a row *excluding me of course*

Me camwhore/talking/yumcha/shopping/stoning partner.

Me lecturer on "How to spend money wisely"

I'm finally done with my first post and i'm pretty proud of muhself...=D

*Michelle*

WHAT THE HELLL.....!!!!!!!

2008-07-15T07:03:00.000-07:00

i was sooooooo hapillly msning one hour ago.... chatting with all my friends... and suddenly... there was this person... nudge me... n started talking crap....

stranger : janeeeeeee.....

stranger : empty me...

stranger : lets view webcam jane

stranger : lets strip together.... u 5minutes i 5 minutes

jane : what the hell?

stranger : owh c'mon, we're striptists........

jane : what are you talking about??

starnger : shut up jane, shut up first....

stranger : im in summer now... ohh janeeee.... ure a chocolate....

stranger : you're beautiful and i am beautiful..... ohh.. janeeee.......

i was like what the hell... and i told michelle i was scared... but this person is using a girl's email... a girl friend of mine... so i thought her friend was disturbing her... and suddenly... my msn was signed out... the notice was saying that someone else has signed into my msn..... WTH!!!!!! and when i try to sign in again... my PASSWORD is wrong???!!!!!!!

i started to panic, and ask michelle if my name is still apperared as online... and YES.. so i asked mich to chat with "ME".... and "I" did reply... the things this person say is really psycho-ish... pure pure insane that cause me all my goosebums.... ewwwwwwhhhhh...~~~~~

anyway... i just wanna inform all my GIRLFRIENDS who have my msn... please delete my contact... because the pervert might hack into ure msn as well like what he did to mine.. and trust me.. you will cry if ure msn got hacked!

and to all my other friends... if u find me talking crap and BAD WORDS... please... that is not me... its that pervert asshole...

lastly, to this stranger guy.... ,

IF I FIND OUT WHO ARE YOU! YOU WILL BE SOOOOOO SORRY THAT YOU'RE IN THIS WORLD AND FOR WHAT YOU DID. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW IMPORTANT MY MSN IS TO ME. AND YOU WILL PAY FOR IT. I PROMISE.

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anyway, i will have a new account soon... and to all my friends.... PLEASE....

PLEASEEEE LEAVE YOU'RE MSN EMAIL IN MY CHATBOX SO THAT I CAN ADD U GUYS BACK.....

THANK YOU........=)

-JaNe-

sri kl's school fare~

2008-07-13T06:51:00.000-07:00

hey there...... sorry for being soo emoish yesterday.... hehe...=P anyway, besides during the night time, i had a great time in sri kl's school fare during the day....^^ we played lots of games and had lots of fun... and i realise that my high school's school fare is soooo incomparable with theirs.... they had much more fun activities compared to ours... we played most of the games because i wanna win 5 coupons to exchange them with a teddy bear...!^^ but by the time i got all the coupons i needed... all teddy bears are out of stock....T.T oh, and the only thing we did not get to play there was the haunted house... missed it because i went there late... aiks... anyway, we took lots of pictures... here you go melissa, all the pictures you wanted.... hehe...

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this is the mini concert they have.... they have quite a few amazing performances there tough..

and the following are some of the games held there.....

this is some football game.... made me hurt my leg.. stupid ball....=.=

and this game is to throw the water balloons to those people sitting there... i think..

oh, and there is the guitar hero game too....!

and the catch fishes game.... with a thin piece of paper...

ahhh... n this game.. i do not know what is it called..... lol...

and the throwing darts at angels game...

this is melissa and yk... before competing..

and obviously... she lost! lol... yk, don't bully girls........ ish ish.... =P

and guess how much this burger cost? 4 bucks!! oh well, for CHARITY......~

ah! and of course.... i lost all the games i played except for this game....! i won a coupon for this game! not shaun!! haha...

erh... i do not know what this game is called either... i just know that you cant touch the wire more than three times by using that round long stick thingy..... hehe...

and after all the hard work.... instead of getting my TEDDY BEAR.... i won..

a body lotion...

and three pencil box........=.=

below are pictures of all of us..........

shaun and rishi.....

melissa and shaun.....

rishi and scoot..... and scoots stupid finger...=.=

justin and yk......

me, mel and janice....

me and shaun..... and the stupid finger again!=.=

me and melissa...

me and yk....

me and rishi....

me and janice...

(i know i know... lots of me.... too bad lar... i just love to take pictures...^^)

after the event is over, we went to mcD for lunch.....

and the following are pictures taken by the very most talented photographers, rishi das and yap shaun shern...... i have no idea why, but they just take real stupid pictures.... haha...=P

they even took pictures for each other..... haha.....

and as usual, after lunch, its time for pool!=P

and we also played two games of Foosball... we really laughed allot there...=P

oh, and group picture!^^

sorry for the blurring... its not my fault... is because of melissa's wonderful driving...... hehe..

me and rishi... and scoot behind.....

me and mel.... and nick behind......us in pyramid.......

ahhhh.... i actually took about 2 hours for this post.... too many pictures to upload.....=.= having school tomorrow... don't feel like going....but still have too..... got to be more hardworking.... go jane! you can do it!=P

-JaNe-

just me.....~

2008-07-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

i just need some respect........ not allot.... just a little.... if that as a friend u guys can't do than just please ignore me.. if going out with you guys in a big group end me up crying all the time, i don't see why will there be any more reason for me to take you guys as my friends.... more than that, i can be that stupid to take all of you as my family.... you can actually talk about sex, breasts, and everything in front of my friends..... why can't you think if your own girlfriend is teased the same way as you did....... will you smile and tell her to chill? they're just joking? although sometimes they go over the limit but they mean no harm? i can still stand it when you guys are just joking among us... but you all did the same although there are my other friends there? until the extend that you can include my mum? who the hell you think you are to talk about my mum?? it's still okay that you scold me with bad words right at my face.... showing me the middle finger in the public.... ignoring the fact that i am a girl....and will feel embarrased... but please..... i won't stand you saying that my mum did not teach me?~! i am not angry.... not at all.... I'm just speechless..... and disappointed... of myself...... that i am such a useless piece of crap that does not even deserve any respect.... please.... don't say sorry to me anymore.... it is not important if you don't mean it... it is just a word you say but will do it again right after the next second... so just keep it for other people who will actually be stupid enough like me to believe your sorrys after you repeat the same thing you do again and again.... and i bet you wouldn't even think of saying sorry because it will be wasting your time right? in the actual fact, i wouldn't want to post this post because i know if i did... i won't be the same although things get better after this, it will never be back as usual anymore... but i still have to.... although i am very thankful for all the things you guys did for me and i am really very happy that i am with you guys because i am always myself when i am with all of you.. but i rather be a person i am not if being a person who i am will end up like this.... if just wanting to hang out and be with all of you for every dinner, i must stand all this, than i rather not having any dinners anymore.... all the things i say above is not referring to what happen today... its to everything i got since last time.... maybe you're thiknig that i am being over sensitive and overeacting, because i think i am too... but i do feel so therefore i have to say so.... and i am sorry that i can't and do not want to be the topic of each and every of your jokes anymore....

oh, and to those other people... who are not included in my family but immitated their jokes... please ass off and keep quiet when you see me the next time... don't use me to joke around just because you want to try to blend in but do not have any sense of humour... they are more important to me and thus whatever they say i can still stand it.. but the fact that you're nothing to me, please **** off... and watch your mouth and whatever you say.......

anyway, sorry for being emo.. again....

-JaNe-

A dinNer of chickEn winGs....~~

2008-07-11T12:03:00.000-07:00

its 3a.m in the morning now... i'm really very sleepy but i have no idea why i just can't sleep.... so! i decided to blog about my day......=P there are two main things happened in college today... i 've finished my chemistry paper today... and... i dropped my handphone from the second floor!!! but apparently, my hp is still in shape.... although there are many scratches all around... and also some parts of my hp broke off......=.= oh well.... as long as i can still use it right......^^ anyway, went for the FATTY CRAB restaurant for dinner.... i know is sounds weird that my post's title was about chicken wings and not crab.... but we really went there only for the chicken wings.. it's really yummmy....^^ we ordered 50 pieces of chicken wings for just the 8 of us....! i see chicken bones all over the table... its a real chikenny dinner..................... =P

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just for you guys to know.. my hp fall from this height at this position right after this picture is taken.......T.T

looks little?? we actually ate 5times this plate of chicken wings.....

they arranged the bones nicely to count the amount of wings they ate..... lol....

first, it was like this....

and ended up like this...... the mountain of chicken bones...... HAHA....

mean was so happy eating........ SOOOOO SLOWLY.....

while waiting for everyone to rest after massive intake of chicken wings, we played a game called "chi ku pak"..... whoever who lost must eat the last piece of chicken....

and yes..... i lost.... look at his face!!! he just enjoys torturing me... arghhhh..... =.=

and the following are.....

nic n me......~

me and mean.......~

keegan and mou....~

bill and boon mean.....~

hao yi and shou jing....~

haha... and sabrina.....forced her to take this picture...=P

bill, mean, sab and kevin.....~~^^

and this is the bill for our dinner..... 100 bucks just on the chicken wings!>.<

and as usual..... went to ftz for dota after dinner.......^^

after blogging, i just realised something... maybe the chickens are the reason why i can't get to sleep..... too full!=P or maybe the chickens are hunting us..... haha... OH! anyone who wants to go for shopping?? CALL ME.!!!^^

-JaNe-

just another day......

2008-07-10T06:54:00.000-07:00

hrmm... let me start from yesterday.... i went to the inti's international cultural night... there were many performances.... some of them were really funny... there is one guy... who is supposed to sing a korean song sang by rain.. but he was soooo shy, that i can barely here his voice!! lol... oh well, but this time's event has much more performances than the last event i went in inti's college.... nothing much to say bout that night anyway... so i'll just upload some pictures of it....^^

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and as for today, i woke up early for school as usual... quite excited cause i was planning to go for futsal practice..... after school....!^^ but because of my DEAR friend eunice, who made us got there late there....=P and because we went to the WRONG sports planet.... i did not get to play!!!=( dissapointed........ oh well, just got to wait for next week...... hehe.....

........................... me and eunice.....~

the map lubo drew for us which directed us to the wrong sports planet.....=.=

me, nic and eunice.... camwhored while we are finding for teacher....=P

watching other people playing....=(

and we finnally left the place after teacher called us and say "see you next week" =.= .................

can't wait to play next week... hope nothing goes wrong....>.<

-JaNe-

fAmilY diNner....^^

2008-07-02T09:12:00.000-07:00

hrmm... let me see how to start this post.... I'm really out of ideas to start all the posts... can someone give me a hint??=P anyway, today i went to ac with mich and carol after school.... we went there for almost 2 hours... and most of the time what we do is only stoning... but we did have fun stoning, right carol..?=P after that... boon mean called me.. saying that nic is cooking today! finally, i can try some home-cooked food...^^ we went there around 6 and we started eating only at 9!! but its worth it... the spaghetti was delicious... and i learnt alot about cooking today..=P and finally, i wanna say.... thanks to nic for your yummy dinner........ and sorry for alll the troubles i did..... hehe..

the following are pictures taken today....

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bill and mean... a.k.a daddy and mummy....^^

richard posing with the carrots...haha....

and this is me.... CAN U SEE WHAT IM DOING..?? ain't i good....=P

taddaa..!! the carrots me and mean sliced...!!!~~

me and mean....

me and keegan

and the following is all of them.... cooking....~

bill

nicole

boon mean

and richard.......

and finnally.......... we did it! the deliscious spaghetti...!!^^

after eating, we played donkey...(its a card game)
and i won... hah!

and we watched waterhorse... its quite boring actually... i fall asleep while wathcing it...~.~

oh. and thanks to all the slim guys.. nic's bed fall off... SORRRY NIC....>.<

really hope we can do this more often... its really fun... hehe...
p.s. i need to start studying, so i might not be posting new posts in the mean time....~

-JaNe-

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2008-06-30T05:00:00.000-07:00

was sitting on the bench outside taylors college after walking back from my friends house yesterday... i sat there alone for 4hours... thought of many things.. i wonder.... how long does it take for my friends to realise that im lost if i got kidnapped over there... 10 hours? 1 day? or 1 week?......

-JaNe-

first tag!^^

2008-06-26T08:21:00.000-07:00

1. Six People to Tag. The victims are
hrmm... no idea... lazy tag people.. hehe..

2. Six Things I'm Passionate About
stars.....^^
mashimaro!
toro
chemistry?
math?
and most definitely... PHYSICS....!=.=

3. Six Things I Say Too Often
shit!
go to hell la...
DUH....=.=
sori...?=P
eh!!!!!
eh, i very hungry la.....

4. Six Books I've Read Recently
none.... hehe..

5. Six Songs I can Listen to Again and Again
i love you - barney..=P
i still believe - mariah carey
somewhere over the rainbow - connie talbot..she's so cute...^^
"cai hong" - jay chou
belaian jiwa - inuendo
geh deh ji geum - lim jung hee

6. Six Things I Learnt in the Past Year
spm sucks!
i love kuantan...^^
never give up..?
tell the person that u love before its too late.
sleepovers will never work...
don't have to plan too much for college.. nothing will work out as u planned...right mich..=P

-JaNe-

hoMe swEet hoMe...

2008-06-23T02:38:00.000-07:00

living in kuantan for the last few days was the most relaxing days i have in this year.... can't really remember the last time where i lay down on my bed for the whole day... sleeping there.. watching tv there... msn there.. and eat there... i guess the only thing i don't do on my bed is taking my bath..?=P okay, maybe because my life here is tooo relaxing.. its really BORED!! and i really miss my mum and dad... it's really different being in kuantan without them around...T.T but... hope u guys have fun in uk!^^ don't have to worry about us... i will take good care of zen..=P since i did not really step out of my room these days... i din't really get to take much pictures.. but! still manage to get some when we're sending our parents to the airport....^^

the pictures we took in the airport...

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my sis, stella... me... n my lil bro.. zen...^^

me n my family...^^

zen n me

baby and mummy....

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as we reach the airport.. my bro immeidately spotted something...

zen : mummy, i want to buy that lolipop, give me money......

mum : okok.... took out 10bucks and gave it to him...

zen : jie, bring me go buy something...

me : kk..... WAIT.. what you wanna buy??

zen : there, that lollipop!

me : nononono, don't waste money... that kind of lollipop not nice to eat wan...

zen : don't bother me la.. i want to buy...

me: i say cannot ah... don't waste money...

stella : yalar, you buy and see... mummy not here for 3 weeks, u nonid eat pizza for three weeks..

me : haha.. yes... and no kfc no mcD oso...

zen : yerrrr.... MUMMY.... you see they all.. they don't let me buy my lollipop!!

mum : both of you ah... don't bully your brother can or not...........

zen : =)

and yes.... he finally gets his LOLLIPOP...=.=

oh, is there anyone going back kl this weekend???? i need to get back there!!T.T

and finally i went out after 4 days stuck at home.. but it's not really exactly going out out.. because its only having dinner.. or maybe it should be called as supper.. hehe.. anyway, went to eat with my friends... and guess what.. on the way to get something to eat.. they told me that they heard news that im a lesbian???!!!! wth....=.= ok, i just want to clear this to everyone........

I AM NOT A LESBIAN!!!
hehe......=P

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seong how and xiang yong

us... after eating...

and this is richard.. trying to b a malay girl through web cam.. haha..dun kill me..=P

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i just wanted to post my lil baby's picture... i really really missed you so much...

maxi! i will never forget you........

-JaNe-

i tought you're my true friend...... but i was wrong.......

2008-06-19T11:51:00.000-07:00

there's once, someone told me.... that friends are just your temporary companion.. most of them will only be at your side during the fun times... but when you really need them.. most of them will avoid you... giving excuses.... telling you that they're busy.. i didn't belive that until recently... its not that i'm having a hard time or anything.. but its just that i've been thinking alot lately due to my holidays....=P and i realised that whatever she say is really true.... when i'm thinking back all the sad and emo times i had, the amount of friends who actually cares and worries about me are twice lesser the amount of the friends i have when there are fun things going on.... ok, i don't wanna make this blog an emo blog.. i just wanna tell out a lil bit of my thoughts... so bare with me alright.. anyway, i just wanna say thanks to all my friends out there who really helped me out... to those who really cared for me.. thanks alot..luv u guys.. muacks..^^ to those who comes to me only when you need my help or need my companion, thanks alot too... thanks for helping me realise that not all the people i know will treat me equally as how much i treat them............ and to all that don't understand what i'm saying, i have an advice for you..

if you wana find out who your true friend is, mess up, and see who is still by your side....

anyway, going back kuantan tomorrow... can finally sleep all i want!^^

-JaNe-

to mY deAR friEnd...................

2008-06-15T21:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR.!!! MUACKS.....^^
On your birthday I wish you much pleasure and joy;
I hope all of your wishes come true.
May each hour and minute be filled with delight,
And your birthday be perfect for you!.....=P

hrmm... since you sooooo lazy blog... so let me blog about YOU this time alright... hehe.... this girl here is one of my besties in my high school... we became friends since we're in primary and can't believe that we really get to be best friends since then... wow.... lol... ok, let me give her a very very long testimonial now... 1st, whenever you see her, you will definitely see her with her comb... no matter where she go.. as long as she sits down, gets bored.. she'll start combing her hair... and she has the straightest hair in the whole school!!=.= i always wonder why does she comb them for.... lol... next, once she can talk to you.. she can REALLY talk.... i'm serious... we can even talk till 4-5am when we're on our beds....!=P oh ya, i wana to clear this for her.... to everyone out there who thinks that she's fierce or arrogant, you're wrong... i think she's the most *unfierce* girl in our group.... whenever she walks pass you and did not say hi.. its not because she doesn't wanna say hi, its because she can't see you.. michelle is always blur.. i mean always... lol... anyway since is her birthday testimonial, i'm gonna write somthing nice about her lar.. im just so sweet.. right michelle?=P ok, this girl here is really amazing, she reeally taught me lots of things in life.. she helps me figure things out.... waking me up from doing something wrong... my live diary for me to express all my feelings.. espeacially when i get emotional..=P my companion for talking... my alarm clock... the only person who will walk with me to 7eleven in the midnight...and... erh.. and lots more lar.... hehe... thanks for everything roomie.. i really appreciated all the times we had together... although we do have some arguments and misunderstandings at times, but we will always be friends forever right...? i think that's about it... hrmm... al the best my freind... may you have a perfect birthday.. hope that you can overcome all your hardships... and.. good luck in everything... stay happy forever ya...^^you really look much better when you smile...=P

p.s may you survive in SAM.... hahahaha..

-JaNe-

HappI biRthDay EuNicE..!^^

2008-06-08T00:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR...!^^
well, it was eunice's birthday yesterday... we went to the curve for dinner.... unfortunately, many of us cant make it.... joey and yong hui have some family dinner... jin was sick.... and nich... i have no idea why he did not come..=.= oh well... so there's only me, eunice and jann during the dinner.. we planned to go for some rock rave party on the rooftop of cineleisure.. took us about one hour to find that place! and when we reached there.. that event was a total failure.. we can hardly see any audience there..! as eunice said that she wanted to dance, we decided to head for sanctuary... but i got KICKED OUT!!! i look underage.. and i M underage..thanks to that stupid big fat bouncer..=.= so, we ended up in laundry... meet up with john they all.. played some games and chatted.. too bad i did not take any pictures of them...=( but anyway, thanks you guys for coming.... had allot of fun..!^^ till eunice's dad came.. and all of us had to go back..=( me and jann stayed over in eunice's house........ and there is where we started taking pictures..=P

all of us camwhored... and we took candid pictures of each other..=P

this is what you eat when you're hungry at 5a.m.... MAGGI MEE!^^

after "breakfast" we went straight to bed.... but we couldn't sleep at all! thanks to jann who cant stop laughing..... she's a laughing machine..=P i think we finally got to sleep about 6a.m! woke up around 12..=P and when eunice is sending me back home, we got lost.. missed many turnings... then, something really weird happened.... we ended up in a temple!ain't that weird...@.@
these are the pictures taken in the temple... as eunice say, this is actually some sign from god for our coming exam... if it is, it must be a good sign huh..=P

the wonderful temple we went...^^

us... offering oil and lotus candle.....

and finally, we got to eat pork noodle!! after waiting for one whole week!=)

-JaNe-

hi!! ^^

2008-06-04T12:08:00.001-07:00

hrmm... this is my 4th post here i think... i know.. you guys must be wondering why am i the only one who is blogging here... where is michelle, right? ASK HER??!! i have no idea why my dear friend is not posting any new post although she have so many things happen in kuantan....=.= well, as for me... two days ago, i went to school.... due to the sam break, i lost michelle, my best alarm clock...=p i was late for class...! again! aih.... oh well, things went on normally until we went in to chemistry lab... yong hui, joey and nihcolas is actually doing their experiments all by themselves.. and they actually really finished all of them!! omg, its a miracle.. even teacher was shocked...=P

the first time we actually fiiled up the observations in the lab manual!=P

yong hui... being sooo proud for his first ever completed experiment..hahas...=X

look! how serious and hardworking we are that day.. what a miracle..=P

me n my experiment!^^

after school, went back home and slept.... when i woke up, went for dinner with john n keegan... and we ate the world most red soup steamboat.....!yummy.....^^

!!!!!!

jus for your information , that is not his tongue...

and as usual.... ended up in ftz after dinner.....

and as for yesterday, i played paintball with my friends... I've learnt a few things there... first.. never ever sing in the car when your friends has handphones that has the ability to record sounds...=.= second.. mat rempits are actually men on motorcycles who race during the night time.. thirdly.. do not skip the bumper when you're driving because you might slip off and fall into the drain.. as for number four... when you are wearing a cap and a guy's red t-shirt, you will eventually look like a pit.. no.5.. do not u-turn when you are in a one-way lane, you will scare your friends like mad..!=P sixth, never ever slide down to the ground when you are shifting from one block to the other.. you will hurt yourself.. alot... next, always remember to bring extra clothes and slippers... especially when it is raining.. number 8, mellisa hates cats..! and lastly, paintball is a very terrifying game.. because, your opponent might actually run crazily to you and shoot everywhere although you have surrendered...!! and the following are the pictures taken that day..........................................................

me and mellissa...~ waiting in mcD for everyone 2 come..

can you spot mellissa..? she was standing there to guard the parking lot..=p

ya, thanks for the pose scoot.....=.=

us! cramped in the car... n thks for the pose too rishi! i specifically said NO BAD SIGNS in my PICTURE!

finally.... we've reached!

next, will be me and......

mellissa...~^^
shaun.......~ why are you so tall??=.=

khalid........ (who forgotten my name!)

ikram....sry if spelled wrong..=P

and rishi.....=P

y did yk grab rishi's ass?? i have no idea...=P
al of us before the game started..=P

we waited there for about 2 hours.. and guess what happened.....................??!!

its raining!!!=.=

have to get back into the car......T.T

and this is what happens when the driver decides to avoid the bumper and go for the drain instead.....

i did not get to take much pictures though.. busy helping holding the umbrellas..=P

ahhh! finnaly the car got out.. ps : thanks to al the other strangers that helped out along^^
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us in the mall... eating while waiting for the rain to stop.....

shaun said that i look like a pit... ???=.= im shivering....>.<

can u see all the cars are coming from the opposite direction??!!

rishi was scared to death that time...... hahahahahaha..=P

well, we went back to the place again after the rain stops... i plyed two games out of four! thanks to shaun who scared the shit out of me..=.=

everyone... after the game......

and of course... GROUP PICTURE!!

p.s : thanks you guys... had alot of fun........^^

-JaNe-

our CommOn liNes.....

2008-05-30T02:15:00.000-07:00

for the following... its nothing about what happen in my life... its just that when i and michelle was talking yesterday, we realised that many of our friends do have thier own lines which they will say ALL the time......... so i decided too list all of them out... if i sayed somthing wrong, don't get angry with me ya...>.<

first.. michelle of course....
- oooh, i'm soooo bored...
- i'm sooooo tired
- i'm sooooo hungry, and last but not least
- i'm soooo0000 sleepy

carol
- look at my eyes! its been blinking since yesterday..=(
- f**k u lar....(and showing the F finger) (spare my life ya sayang?=p)

boon mean
- HOney.......
- BAby.......
- oh f**k!=P

bill
- ci b*i
- f**k u!
- ... your mother's panties...=.=

keegan
- yyyyeeeesssssssssss....

nicole
- lets go clubbing!
- I'm going club tonight! (jus jokin=P)

dave
- oh, friend friend like that lar..... never mind, never mind......

my formal classmates..(p2)
- sorehhhhhhhh
- oh purleaseeeeeeee
- so B la u... ure such a B.....=p

my current classmates....

eunice
- boo hooo....!
- yoo hooo.....! (hehe)

nicholas
- who m I.....
- nonsense!

joey
- kanasai la you!
- eh turtle, when you wanna swim back to kuantan?

cai jin
-you rot in hell lar!

(for jann, yong hui and ken, cant think what's your line yet, will write for u guys soon=P)

oh! and 8 of us - eh, go where eat??

next, its some of the codes that when you mentioned, you will know who it is....

mishand - I'll lock you in my heart, and throw the key FAR FAR away..... ( dun get angry ya..=P)

john - what is happen????!!!

hijaz - the first time i see you, i taught you are a chinese, but... you are a chinese....=X

yinn jeng - mothers days! mother days! mother day!

michelle - lurve you nicky! miss you nicky! =.=

and finally, the guessing game.... GUESS WHO??=p

person no1
- i wanna get married!!
- i need to get married!
- i wanna deliver a son fast!
- i wanna do kerja amal.......

person no2
- eh, i no money lar, can borrow?
- not enough money, can help me pay first?
- i didn't bring money, borrow your money first k...

person no3 (this is what the person always thinks...)
- i want to be mishand!
- i need to be mishand!
- i have to be mishand!
- i will BE mishand.....!=P

person no4
- how's michelle?
- what's michelle doing?
- is michelle sleeping??=P

person no5 an no6
- he says : ........
- she says : ..................

hrmmm.. i guess tats about it... if there's anymore codes or lines you can remember whoever always say, inform me! i will update this post from time to time^^
-JaNe-

i'm sorry, i'm evil...

2008-05-28T03:14:00.000-07:00

this is a post to say sorry to my dear little bro.....

i'm realy soryy for what i've done and for what i'm about to do.. what my mum say is true.. i m irresponsible and immature.. i shouldn't have got you.. and did not take good care of you.. and now, i'm letting you go.. i'm giving you back.. i can't really imagine what kind of person i am.. i'm sorry.. really truely sorry... i don't deserve to own you.. not at all.. i got nothing much to say but the only thing i can say is that.... im sorry.....

sry......

-JaNe-

back..!

2008-05-22T08:22:00.000-07:00

okokok... sorry for not posting any new posts after the first post...maybe its because all my sam friends are having their mid year exam, i've been doing a little studying...=P and its also because i got not much idea of what to blog.. im new.. please give me some time to get use to it k.. hehe... alright.. i guess im gona start posting about what happened here for these few days... hrmm.. let me think.. last sat, it was kevin's birthday.. happy belated birthday ya!^^ we had a party for him in PD.. plyed in the sea, of course.. i didn't get wet voluntarily actually.. was forced.. thanks to mr. bill n mr. richard.. =.= we plyed the whole night there and the next day, everyone went back.. feeling exausted...! anyway, i managed to get some pictures during the whole thing though..~

me and boon mean.. before leaving the house...

my 'daddi n mummi'?=P

richard, nic, me, n keegan.. us in the car.. on our way to PD...!=p

during dinner time, the whole group sat at seperate tables... one for couples and one for the singles.. bt i don't know how, i ended up at the couple's table.. ~.~ so i started taking pictures of them.... couple #1... birtheday boy, kevin.. n sabrina...

couple #2, bill n boon mean...

and couple #3... shoujing and hao yi...

this was taken in the morning, everyone was stoning in the breakfast table...
me and janice.. with richard sleeping.. and peter's hand..

ahhh.. and of course, the prettiful scenery of port dickson......~

after PD, we went back to subang.. and return to our normal routine.. heading to college every morning, study, doing homeworks, and study, and sleep, and study and eat....... to everyone out there who thinks that college life is fun, please reconsider... it is not as much fun as it seem to be... hehe... anyway, 2day, me and my classmates went to pyramid.. to release stress i guess...=P we did some shopping and we ate at shogun.. starved the whole day for that.. and of course, took many pictures! i'm not joking.. we really took picture everywhere we go... hehe...

me and eunice.. in skol...^^

jin and jann.. can you spot the similarities between them?=P

us^^ starting to take pictures .. in the car....

outside the lif....

INSIDE the lif.....

inside the toilet....

OUTSIDE the toilet.....

inside forever21....

and even OUTSIDE forever 21......

us, inside shogun...~
jin, eunice and yong hui...
me n eunice....^^

nich, me, jann...
and finnaly... al of us! OUTSIDE shogun...^^

-jAnE-

oNce upOn a tiMe ........

2008-04-27T10:35:00.000-07:00

in the beginning~ o6

in between ~o7

at last ~^^ 08

hey y'all.......!! we know its kinda late to start blogging now, but its always better late than never....right?=P ever since we came to kl, many things happens.. good things... bad things...... and these memories are all equally valuable to us which we want to keep them fresh in our mind. Thanks to our dear friend CAROL who kinda like 'inspired' us to blog. hahax... hrmm.. there is nothing much to intro though.. we'll just start by posting our high school pictures for a start of remembering all the sweet memories four of us shared together alright..=P

lets start from yr o5 of jmcy.......

there's only one picture of us that year...=P

2006 jmcy pictures.......

The Inseperable 1

The Inseperable II

can you recognise us?? =P

buddy arr...=P

don't michelle look different...haha=X

2007 jmcy pictures.......

Ahh~~those were the times

ain't tht cute....

few days before spm...?=P

thts mishand n dave... hapi family of 5sc4...

"beloved" school of ours......

ahhhh.. jane and mich again..

muacks!

tution days... where we hide ourselves in the toilet and take pictures.....=P

lastly.....2008 of jmcy......

mich..me..yinn jeng.. wheres caroline???

carol, me, mich.... now wheres yinn jeng??=.=

gosh..... caroline..where are you???

aiks...>.< wheres yinn jeng lar...
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ahhhhhh finally..... happy family potrait on the year 2008^^