awake inside the dream: September 2008

Monday, September 29, 2008

BORING...~~~~

im bored...!!!!!

because

im studying..

and because

all my friends are going back kuantan..

and because

everyone's asleep..

and because

im sleeping by myself later..

and because

i can't concentrate on my studies...

and because

i got no one to eat lunch with tomorrow..

and because

i can't go out..

and because

finals is in two more weeks time..

and because

i have no money..

and because

i got no one to talk to..

and because

i got no one to sms with..

and because

i got no one to msn with..

and because

my cow is not with me..

and because

i got nothing to do..

and basically its because

....

IM ALL ALONE....

-JaNe-

Thursday, September 25, 2008

hrmm.. belated birthday actually.... well... im soooo sorry for keep buying the wrong presents...T.T will try my best to buy the right one next time k...?=P not much idea what to write here.... so i'm just gonna wish you all the best and hope that you've had a great birthday this year yah....=)

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okay... on his birthday.. guess where we celebrated...... TAJ!!~~ cute leh.... what a memorable place... lol.... what to do... he loves the nasi + kambing + sayur.....~~ hehe... and after dinner... all of them were discussing what to do to celebrate... and as how i've guessed... its partay!! if that is how you spell it...=p and yes... everyone got crazy... and having fun disturbing the neighbour... singing songs very loudly in the middle of the park... and vomiting as always....~~ and the next day.. we went celebrating in my FAV restaurant..! hehe.. thanks allot for that dinner dear...^^ played "basketball" then.... and i lost....=( later than... i followed him for futsal... *regretted* =P.. soooooooo hot lar there.... aihs.... and again.. went for taj after futsal....~~ haha... and so that is it... had a good night sleep.. but for the next day, i'm late for class again!!=.=

oh! and as all of you know... i lost my hp.. so i'm having problems uploading pictures from my current hp now... will upload the pictures we took soon..^^

-JaNe-

Sunday, September 21, 2008

what else can i ask for??

just to inform you guys.. this is just some random post of mine due to over boredom here in my room... so skip it if you're lazy to read....

ok, here goes...hurmmm.... my life... i consider it......... perfect... there are no regrets in it.. i do not have a sad childhood.... instead its full of sweet memories... i have a perfect family... great friendships... not very bad in education until college came along of course... and now... i have someone to love... what else can i ask for...?? i did not know that there are actually people who cares for me besides my family... but after being in college.. leaving really far away from home... i realise that you just need a couple of true friends and family in your life.. and you can actually manage to overcome almost everything...

well firstly... as most of you know... my "parents" here in kl is bill ng eng chuan... and tan boon mean... oh well.. they are.. one of a kind parents... and i mean it... they are those parents that....
hurmmm ;-

encourage you to go out more often.
do not let you go home when you want to.
tease you till you cry.
irritate you ALL the time.
and ask you get down from the car when you irritate.=.=
play poker with you to see you knock your head on the wall.
do not stop the car when you have to pee sooo urgently.
laugh at you real loudly when your friends are bullying.
shout at you when you're being stupid.
splash water at you when you're washing the car.
having fun seeing you shout and get angry..... and.................
lecture you when you're being dumb.
accompany you study and eat when you have no one else.
bring you out for dinner every night.
chat with you on the phone when you call and you're sad although they are sleeping.
bring you out on each of their anniversary dinners.
do not mind you being a lamp post all the time.
sent you back home when you really need to go home.
go for a movie with you although they do not wish to.
and also paying for your meals when you're really broke.

although the bullying is way more than the loving but i really wanna thank you guys and also thank god for letting me know such great friends/parents..... maybe i am a little over exaggerating and drama-ish here.. but...... aiyah... don't care lah.......=P

the next person that i wanna thank is my roommate....

as all of you know.. she's the dead blogger of this blog..i think there is only TWO post from her so far...=.= hrmmm.. lets see... ok,i really wanna thank you for listening to me all the time.... i know it's boring.. thank you for just simply replying some words when you do not know what to reply.. it makes me feel like i am not talking to the wall... or to my diary... thank you for telling me what i'm doing is right or wrong.. and also getting angry at me... thanks for being a real good counsellor... and definitely.. thanks for being my roommate....=)

ahh... of course.. i also wanna thank all my high school friends for leaving me such perfect memories....

i wanna tell you guys that although we might not meet up sooo often like the past.. but i will never forget any of you... and i hope you guys will not either.. no matter how many new friends i make.. or how far i will be going for my studies... you guys are always irreplaceable...

and also... to all my current classmates...

you guys are great... i get a chance to be who i always wanted to be when i'm with all of you... i am no longer the shy jane since i stepped into this class... i wanna thank all of you for teaching me about lots of things.. helping me realise that studies are more important.. and also trying to help me out all the time... thanks you guys..^^

im sorry.. theres just lots of people i wanna thank to tonight... of course... i have to thank 6 years... because he's the only high school friend that i am still seeing very often now.. if not.. he will give me the "nvmla.. 6 yrs friendship.. nvm nvm...." soo.. ok... bongok... THANK YOU LAR.... for teman me eating lok lok all the time... and making me SHOUT.. and also making all those stupid jokes that make me laugh... =P

ahhhh.. lastly and most importantly... i wanna thank you dear.. but i cant really exactly thank you allot.. CAUSE I AM STILL ANGRY...=P but instead of saying thank you.. i would choose to say sorry... i give up.. i won't get angry all the time anymore.. i promise i'll just not be so sensitive at all the small things alright... cause i'm really bored of getting angry and quarreling with you... so i'll just be who i am last time lah yah.... the me that do not get emo all the time.... hehehe..^^

okok... end of thanking.... p.s. i hope i did not left out anyone... if i did... sorry...=P

-JaNe-

Saturday, September 13, 2008

stePPing ouT.......

finally... after one week.. i went out for the whole day today... not really use to this after resting for soooo long.. i can't imagine how I'm able to survive in kl after all these months... thinking back how I've been living there is... hrmmm.. indescribable...=) anyway... went out for breakfast with mum today... went out with yinn jeng in mega and ec mall after that... i think the last time i saw yinn jeng before today was the last time i went to megamall... which is FEW HUNDRED DAYS AGO...!! miss u babe...!=P well, after walking around mega for awhile.. i met up with my ex-ex-ex-ex-ex-classmates...! can't imagine how much they have not change...=X joking... well, some of them did change... became more *macho*.. haha.. miss u guys....! hope to see all of you real soon...^^ after all the walking and talking and bonding... i went back home.. and after an hour.. went for dinner with kee, yl, mou, alice and hare... in relax cafe.... had a great time healing VERY fresh air there...=) anyway, i thought i can finally get my sleep after that.. reached home.. went up my bedroom.. and yes.. someone called me.. my godmother... a someone i can't reject if she asks me out... so, as a very very good daughter.... i went out with her for a drink... and after that i was soo tired... i don't even have energy to say good night to my bro and fall asleep right away....=P but... sadly i had a nightmare..=( do not wanna talk about it.. but that nightmare just caused me to be so awake now.. so.. i ended up blogging....! hehe...=) alright.. so here are the pictures i took with everyone today..^^( not much)

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ahh.. my second home...=)

me and yinn jeng.. as usual.. we do the cam whoring in... the dressing room...!=P

this is them in kfc.... no idea why they're avoiding the camera.... especially wong!=.=

group pic! =)

and finally, we went for a drink in a restaurant called hong kong something.... i think... nice place....^^

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oh! and as usual.. i blog while i sign into my msn... chatted with john and carol... i hereby wanna THANK my very dearest friend.... hey friend... guess what.. they LOVE the emoticon.... ALLOT..... i thought you said you WON'T make THAT emoticon...=.= now the WHOLE world's gonna get it... and every time i sign in to my msn... i bet there will be a minimum of more than ten times for me to see myself as an emoticon....!! THANKS JOE.... oh well.. I'm not the revengeful type of person... I'm *kind* =P..... +, i look cute in that... so.. fine...! you owe me one! hehe... BUT.... i remembered you asking me why are you not in my previous post about animals...? so I'll make u special.. you can actually choose which you wanna look like and I'll update it! hrmmm.. which animal does this fine young gentleman look like huh...? don't worry.. I'll let you guys have a look at this very gorgeous young man.....

there you go......! hrmmmmm........ which animal does he look like huh?=P

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will be revealed soon....!=)

p.s. gonna be back in kl tomorrow!! kinda happy but also sad... I'm gonna miss kuantan..=(

-JaNe-

Sunday, September 7, 2008

mees yew.....~

its been the fourth day here in kuantan... things here are..... PEACEFUL if you have to put it in the nicer way...=) i love being around with my family... but still... i'm missing all my friends... why can't i have both at once... being with both sides at the same time... life will be perfect then... hehe... thinking of what to eat for dinner is not my problem here.. and i miss that.... i miss sleeping in class while the lecturer is teaching... miss ac.. definitely... i hope the ac waiters don't forget my ice kosong...=( i miss walking to 7e with my roomate.... in the middle of the night.. eating twisties on the bed... and cheesels...=P miss calling my "parents" asking when's dinner.. miss having dinner in kwai sun of course.. and kfc, and taj, and hassan... i do not know why, but i miss tony romas as well.. although that is not affected whether i'm in kl or kuantan.. hehe.. miss lepak in that very NICE and CLEAN house.. and the very hot and warm room... miss asking "6 years" to eat shit... can't understand why i miss that too... lol... i miss walking... under the rain espeacially... and playing the swing... and irritating you...=P haha... i guess you'll just miss what you always have when you do not have it suddenly... okay okay, i know i'm over exaggerating here.. it's ONLY the fourth day....right? fine.. maybe i am... but................. who cares...

I LIKE LAR....=p

-JaNe-

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

huMan reSemblaNce... (re-updated)

FREE FROM TRIALS...!!=P goin back kuantan for the rest of my holiday.. its not exactly a holiday actually, more to a study break... i know, i know, this blog is lag of posts... forgive us lah... me and mich's been real busy these days.. owh, by the way.. i talked to mich in the night the other day.. as usual.. and we both found out that there are many of us in fact most of us has the resemblance of certain things...=P this post might be a little offensive because i am about to equate most of my friends to the animals i think they look like... its just a very random post...... so PLSSSS... dun get mad at me aite...=P

okie.. first of all.. me of course... well, my sister says that i look like a cat.. my college friends say that i look like turtles.. and my roommate say that i look like a chipmunk..=.= so.. i'll let you guys to see which one do i look like...=)

do i look like....

this??

or this?

tell me tell me.... really wanna know.. hurmm....
or maybe i just have the human look huh... hehe...

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....................next will be.. everyone else....=X

firstly.. as always... me beloved friend...